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[Oct. 13th, 2007|12:22 am] |
i havent been on here forever;
but i feel the sudden urge to write.
im with a boy i love very much;
seven months, and couldn't be happier.
but then,,,
i see the picture of a boy i use to be with...
i never get nostalgic about the boys before my boyfriend,
their just experiences, that i enjoyed but don't miss,
cause i found something better.
either way, i saw a picture of the other guy from one year ago?
hes married now...
and i founnd past wedding cards when i was with him.
has he been married twice?
and i was the in between girl?
and if not, was he married while we were together?
i say marriage, so it seems as if he's so old.
but no,
hes presently...
so i dont miss him, im just dying of curiosity to what
my position was, when i was with him. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2007|08:09 pm] |
well i guess things are going well;
i have no man, which is less of a headache.
i work at a job that im finally comming around to hating less.
however; i am still job hunting for a better paying job than 8.20/hour.
i dyed my hair for the first time in forever.
everytime i go to tania's i seem to go more and more blonde.
i can't wait to change my sterotyped piercing,
its too big of a ring at the moment.
and well besides that i owe so much money.
credit cards, loans and parents.
but lets face it, my parents are suhweet and let me worry about everything else before having to pay them back.
i guess the only thing i want to do right now in my life is meet new people.
i still love everyone i have in my life currently.
but i feel like its been a bit since ive made new friends and really learn more about myself.
i want to get to know those ppl who i have on myspace that live in montreal.
yeah most people would say fuck myspace friendships, but thats exactly it.
it would be nice to get to know them cause its not impossible to maintain a realistic friendship...[
life is pretty good :) |
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[Jan. 10th, 2007|10:57 am] |
drama for pointless assumptions;
its great, isn't it? |
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[Dec. 6th, 2006|06:14 pm] |
we broke up.
hes still sweetheart.
and it was the best breakup ever.
sucks cause thats one less xmas gift
KIDDING.
ill miss him, but it was only two month.
it was cool while it lasted |
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[Dec. 6th, 2006|03:14 pm] |
im effin lame;
okay so i got myspace back.
i couldn't help it...
but somehow i lost contact with wayyy too many ppl.
shoot me :) |
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[Dec. 5th, 2006|10:01 am] |
im effin pissed.
so i stayed up all night bidding on this stupid Zelda game for nintendo wii for my boyfriend cause he really wanted it and it was all sold out in stores when he got it right...
and then i go to his place last week after i fucken won the bid and paid a shit load for it, and then he shows me that his dad randomly bought it for him cause they got more stock of the game.
THANKS ASSHOLE.
he just laughed about it, he said he felt bad but he still laughed!
i got the package today and for some reason i cried.
probably because i thought i was the best girlfriend in the world for getting that for him.
UGH.
now im stuck with this fucken game -100$.
i dont make THAT MUCH.
So if ANYONE wants or knows anyone who wants the game;
im selling it for 50$ which is even cheaper then what they sell it in stores for.
Its brand new and still packaged....
so its good for yourself OR x-mas gift.
God dammnit im soooooo mad right now. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2006|09:41 pm] |
wtf;
this isn't suppose to hurt me like this.
im perfectly happy with my boyfriend.
yet i talk to you after three months of being over and done with;
and it kills me to hear your with someone new.
how does that make sense?
i know i like my boyfriend sooo much.
but the problem is;
i saw myself getting old with you?
i did; but the way it ended was sooo dry.
no closure on my part at all.
i know im happy with my boyfriend;
and God only knows how my self esteem would be if i was with YOU.
i didn't want to have sex and you didn't understand.
"im not giving myself to someone who doesn't want to commit to me.
im definatly not asking for marriage, but it takes a lot more then just
saying were "together, nothing official", to make it happen."
k ashley shut up now.
you know your happy.
very happy infact ....
its just crazy how life works sometimes isn't it??
its not even a thought proccess of me wishing things were different.
everything happens for a reason;
and im glad it did.
here comes me calming down;
breathing in;
breathing out.
i closed your msn box,
and im talking to my love now.
it makes me smile again;
i stop freaking out.
and now you stop reading this and wonder
how im mentally retarded. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2006|12:46 am] |
tuesday night.
too much work to do;
i was gonna pull an all nighter until i decided...fuck it.
its get all my work done now;
or be alive for tomorrow... i choose life.
on a happier note.
im getting another new phone.
so thats two new phones ill have.
mann fido is wayy to nice; haha.
some girls collect shoes, some bags, i collect phones |
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[Nov. 19th, 2006|05:03 pm] |
i have so much to do and i didn't even realise.
this not going out EVEN MORE.
shit;
i have to stop procrasinating.
i just looked at my take home test that we were given almost three weeks for;
its due next week, and frankly i dont understand it at all.
this calls for endless nights of research.
mehhh; as long as i pass so i can get out of effin champlain;
and into Dawson.
fine arts;
maybe homework will finally consist of something of use?
bahh
regardless.
game in 2 hours and counting :) |
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[Nov. 17th, 2006|12:12 am] |
raquels back home; and told me the good news.
im going to her house this saturday to get the rest of my shit from her place... i miss my pillows and the rest of my clothes.
sunday... FOOTBALL with boyfriend.
grey cuppp with chips and then weèll prolly end up playing mario soccer;
pretty amazing.
i managed to turn him off,
by telling him im letting my leg hair grow so i can wax it.
i should write a book ..."101 ways to keep your man turned on"?
im still working on the title hahahaha.
x-mas is right around the corner too, and im stoked. |
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